last final and still WTF

My last final is tomorrow and I can't sleep just thinking about how I'll do. It bothers me so much. I might actually go on academic probation.....a first in my entire lifetime (kindergarten doesn't count). It's a physics final. Goddamn I hate physics. It's just another math class but with motion. I hope I do well.

I'll still in that WTF mood. The video game awards was shown today on Spike TV. It was still awful like last year. That Snoop talking to Snoop skit failed miserably. The entire show failed miserably. Most of the awards were shown through a montage video. It's quite sad. I still can't believe that Half-Life 2 didn't win best first person shooter. I swear the people who voted in that category are idiots. There is no world in Halo 2, just levels. The performances was even worse with the hip-hop. I'm sorry. I'm just one of those people who can't stand hip-hop and the show was litered with it. Oh yeah, I wanted Katamari Damacy to win most addicted game but Burnout 3 won, boo :(. I will say this again. Not all people who play videogames listen to hip hop and are ridicuously stupid. There are some who enjoy the challenge that a game offers, not because of what celebrities are in it or such. That is what I do not like about video games these days. I don't want celebrities in my video games. I don't want their likeness or anything to do with celebrities. They have movies.....so stay there. I hate this idea of video game movies. I can't believe they are already done with the Alone in the Dark movie. I didn't even know that movie was even being shot. I thought it was still in the pre-production phase. That's going to be a piece of junk because I know it's going to be not even related to the game only related by title.

I think I just hate this award show because video games are more than just crap that people play with. There is a huge number of people who work on games, there is a creator who wants to put his vision on a game, and the result can be fantastic. I would rather want a video game show that was more formal like the award show they give out to special effects people. People worked hard on these games and one of the things they get is a fucked up award show with some celebrities that don't even play video games.