its going to be sweet

I recently just bought a Ouija board. It's going to be sweet. My friends and I are going to try it out soon. Evil shit doesn't happen after using it.....its just your imagination.

really?

This is for Daniel. He knows it.

fake but freaky

Creepy if true, but its not. Awesome photoshop job though.

fantastic four

There are a couple words to explain Fantastic Four: Jessica Alba is hot. Wow.

i dream again

I like blogging about my dreams. I don't know what they mean, but they sure are awesome especially if I remember them. I only get dreams when I'm passed out or when I take a short nap like today. I woke up around 9am, used my laptop a bit, then slept again around 11am. This is where the dream begins.

I'm in this sushi restaurant. There is this girl I have a crush on sitting at the table. I excuse myself from the table to go to the washroom. Now this is where it gets a bit weird. I have to go through a room filled with miscellaneous objects. It's like an abandoned classroom with desks stacked and with eerie lighting. It's weird because I always see this in many of the dreams that I get. As I'm going to the washroom, I meet up with this other girl who tells me she locked her room which is right beside the washroom. I say "okay" and see her go away. I find out that the door to the washroom does not close, but I take a shit anyway. People start to come and see me take a shit. They start laughing. I clean up and the laughing ends. I find my brother on the way back. He tells me, "You have to tell her." All of a sudden I see her. I get the courage to tell her, "It's been eating me up inside for so long. I don't know what is going to happen or how. All I want to say is that I love you." I then run away into darkness. I then see myself sulking in this room. I see her again. She tells me, "Will you go back?" "No." I then kiss her. It sort of reminds me of the kiss at the end of Garden State because there was music playing in the background. As I was kissing her, the "camera" was rotating around us.

I wake up. It's 12:30pm. Oh fuck.......that was a good dream. Too bad it will never happen.

nice weekend and halo 2 sucks

My second, but truly first, weekend here. It's actually quite relaxing. I only have a couple of assignments and a couple of movies to watch.

I stayed at Lawson's place for around 5 hours. And all I was doing was testing out his system with a couple more games. I finally figured out how to get Chronicles of Riddick to work even though it took me an hour to find out. That game looks incredible. I was having so much fun just punching the crap out of people. There is this weird problem with his video card though. It does not display directshow video correctly. It has this horrible quality to it. Anyways, it doesn't matter since he streams the videos to his laptop.

I beat Halo 2 earlier today. I wasn't addicted to this game, but I really did want to finish it before the weekend ends. Bottom line: Halo 2 is fucking boring. I don't understand what the fuss was about. The single player campaign is just too stretched out and just plain boring. Sure the multiplayer is great (and probably what they only worked on), but goddamn, the campaign just sucks. Even the graphics are a hit or miss. Sometimes I would see absolutely fantastic visuals, then in certain levels I would see repeating textures and for some gooddamn reason, spawning enemies. I hate the lod graphical issues. Sure the game loads pretty quickly, but shit that is what the ram is for. For example, if the game renders an object far away, it decreased the texture and polygonal quality. But as the game closes in on the object, the quality gets better. However, in Halo 2, it appears mainly during the cutscenes where there are lots of spontaneous cuts. Production quality wasn't as good as I hoped.

Basically Halo 2 was just Halo. You rode vehicles, you killed aliens, blah blah blah. And omg, the ending. Talk about putting a cliffhanger. It was the most abrupt sequence I have ever seen anywhere. If this was a movie, it would definitely get zero stars.

waste of money.........but hey what can I do

I just spent $37 for one month for service to a FTP server. Yes, it is a waste of money, but hey its like I'm going to spend it on anything else (like food and whatnot). I am going to buy Advent Children. That deserves to be bought. I also bought the paperback edition of American Psycho. I'm spending quite a lot since I'll be getting this fat deposit from half.com.

The speeds on BT are just way too slow at school. I know its horrible when its going slower than the DSL connection at home. Even emule is faster.

I recently watched The Descent. Pretty awesome horror flick from the UK. There were several times where I literally jumped out of my seat. Some were predictable, but some were not. Plus, I loved the ending. I recommend this as a worthy watch.

Anyways g2g. Gotta get more stuff.

getting better

It's getting a bit better here. Last night, I spent my evening at my old roommate's apartment. It's a pretty big apartment for only one bedroom. I played a couple of PC games just to test out his 6800 GT video card. It was awesome. Playing F.E.A.R. with all the settings on High quality is just amazing.

I bought my other two books. Can you believe my books cost up to $400? That fucked my parent's wallets for sure. Anyways, my classes have been good so far. I love lecture classes because I don't need to participate that much.

Last night, I went to Subway because I was hungry (I took a big hit from Lawson's bong and boy did it make me buzzed). I enjoyed their Chicken Bacon Ranch sub. Fucking fantastic.

stupid america

I was watching G4 Tech TV and noticed that they called Oldboy ultra violent. WHAT THE FUCK. Compared to some of the movies I've seen, Oldboy is quite tame. Watch the movie and then criticize it. Don't criticize it off of a couple of clips. Dumbasses. Then to say it looks cliched? A ballet? Well cheoreographed? What the fuck are they talking about?

Then they say that the Ebert blasted Brown Bunny at Cannes (which is correct), but then to say nothing about Ebert's latest review in which he retracted his original review because of the edits, is just plain stupid.

boredom decreasing

I finally met my new roommate. He's pretty cool. He brought a TV, so now I'll have something to do when I'm bored.

We now have a shitload of channels from Fuse to G4 Tech TV. I don't know why ISU hasn't thought of that before.

I went to my first two classes today. So far its good. I had to buy some of the books. I already spent the $200 that papa gave me for books. And I still need to buy two more books. I'll just buy them online since they are way much cheaper.

i'm now officially bored

As much as I liked leaving my house, I want to go back. Only because there is a television there. I didn't want to pressure my parents into buying a new television just for the dorm room. Goddamn. What the hell was I thinking of not bringing a television?

This makes me regret selling that ATI Tuner card I bought a couple of months ago. Even though the picture quality sucked, it was freaking TV.

Sure I have the internet........but fuck. I'm bored as hell right now. I should have ripped the new Simpsons season or some Seinfeld episodes. Shit.......all I brought were the necessities.

Oh yeah, guys watch this. It was an idea in Family Guy coming to life. Absolutely hilarious.

Why did I get so stupid and not bring a television?

pretty standard day

I woke up around 10am with absolutely nothing to do. I started up my dad's computer and started to play Painkiller. I finished a level then proceeded downstairs to play GTA for a while. I then went upstairs to eat some pizza from yesterday. Tasty yet again.......it did seem a bit smaller though. I even ate some pasta. I then went downstairs again to play some more GTA.

One thing is bugging me though. Daniel and I tell Melanie, the girl my brother is taking care of, to take a nap. Now, if I had a choice between playing video games and taking a really awesome nap, I would go for the nap. When I went downstairs at 4pm, I see her rushing to turn off the computer and going to take a nap. An hour later, I see her watching TV. Give me a fucking break. I think she never takes naps. She just "tries" to take one. Melanie, don't blame me if you grow up to be a fucking midget. It was freaking weird. When we were sleeping at Geneva, she slept past 3am. 3am!!! When I was at that age, I never slept past 11pm (tops!). When I see her sleep past 12am, something is definitely wrong. It's like she is used to sleeping this late..........which, of course, is very bad for a kid. When you are around high school, then its okay because you're cramming for reports and projects. But seriously, grade school? No fucking way a kid should stay up that late. I'm just expressing my anger since she is a straight A student........she might falter when she does the same exact thing when she goes to school this fall. Word of advice bitch: Take your fucking nap now or suffer later.

Of course, I don't say anything since I'm not taking care of her. I don't give a fuck.

how's it going

It's been pretty boring for the last couple of days. While I loathe going to J.Alexander's (just because we go there too much), the food was excellent. My prime rib steak was just unbelievably delicious. The mashed potatoes were done just to the point of perfection. I wish all the times I ate there were like that.

Well today we ate at one of those deep dish pizza places, and damn it was fucking good. I was the only one there who ate two slices. After we ate, Daniel told us of his ordeal. I don't want to explain it here, but maybe here. He was totally freaked out. I can't believe he didn't tell me.

Also today, Felice got my brother and I some pretty sweet watches. My old watch broke about a month ago due to it being in the heat too long. Thank God for such a generous cousin.

As for gaming news, I'm still torn on what game I need to finish. I need to finish a couple of games before I leave for college. It just needs to happen.

happy birthday....

.....to me. Yup, I am 21 years old. It makes me think what the hell I have been doing with my life. Videogames, movies, leisurely activities.........not really progressing. LOL. But its all fun.

I'm currently on a break which I took after one break. I'm going to proofread a paper that was supposed to be finished two weeks ago. I let down my group again by messing up right before the deadline. I know everything is going to be fucked up. I'm going to get a dry mouth, stutter, and seriously spaz out. I always do it, and there is no doubt in my mind that it is going to happen tomorrow.

I cannot wait to get this over with.

girls = drama

You get a bunch of girls and stick them into a room. What is the result? Drama. I'm the only guy in my group and this is what I get. You have one girl who became upset because she felt attacked by another girl and you have one stuck in the middle tryingto mediate, but at the same time do her job.

The stress is getting higher and higher as the days move on to Friday. The big presentation. I know I'm going to freak out (as always).

On other news, I bought two new PC games. You're probably wondering how did I get the money to buy new games. Simple. My dad gave me money to spend on books. It's just unbearable to not buy something after so long. I bought Sims 2 for Felice and myself. I'm starting to like that game since you get to have sex (Woohoo in the game). I also bought Painkiller which is for my roommate. He likes FPS and he likes killing. Plus, he's been wanting to play that game ever since he played the demo.

I'll probably get the money back by selling my books online. Hopefully at least $50.

oops, I did it again

No, not the Britney Spears single, but my procrastination habits. I'm currently trying to finish my part in this group project about the crimes against women in India. I can honestly say that I am a fucking dumbass. It's like I did anything today except play Grand Theft Auto.

Anyways, my cousin got a sweet deal at Best Buy. Now an awesome laptop is currently on her lap. My brother and I (mostly I) was eyeballing this sweet Samsung TV. It was fucking gorgeous. It has HDMI inputs and can go up to 1080i. And the picture was so clear. I'll be sure to get that once I get a stable job.

I'm currently hopped up on Bawls and Red Bull so I'll let you guys go. Later.

August 03, 2005

In a week and several days, I will be 21. It's not like I'm going to go on a drinking binge. It's just nice to know that I'm not limited in this country anymore. The last couple of days was alright I guess. My brother and I had to move this couch to our aunt's place. What she didn't tell us is that the couch is in Chicago. What a bitch. I had to sit in this tight little spot for most of the ride to/from there. It wasted about 4 hours of my life. Hours that can be used to be spent playing Killer 7. I finally installed the exploit at my cousin's place. It was a bitch because I installed the wrong game on the memory card. Fuck, I should have thrown those CDs away. One of the cool things about his apartment is that he has digital cable. I want digital cable. You'll never get bored unlike the cable we have installed at my house. Of course, I find it ridiculous that you need a box for every TV in the house. Talk about being expensive.

wedding crashers

This is a fun movie. Even though most of it is pretty much forgettable, there was some great hilarious moments. All of which went to Vince Vaughn. Talk about being at the wrong place at the wrong time, lol.

I've noticed that I gained a bit of weight, lets say, since a month ago. I seriously need to lose weight. The pants I'm wearing now used to be loose on me before I came home, and now they fit a bit too perfect. Losing 40lbs is going to be a challenge.

As of gaming news, I'm starting to enjoy Killer 7. The story is getting more interesting as I advance further into this psycho thriller. I started on a couple of games like Star Ocean and Nanobreaker hopefully to make a dent into my unfinished bin.

filet minon

When you have a baked potato, lasagna (I know its spelled wrong), filet minion, Coca Cola, and Boggle, you have an okay party. I wished we could have played Boggle sooner, because goddamn that game is fun. I found it to be pretty funny that I could only get three and four letter words. I have a slim vocabulary I guess. My cousin was on a roll and got around 10 words per round. Did I mention the tender and satisfying filet minion? It was fucking good. Beef......its good for you.

I got addicted to the Sims again. I realized that I never finished this game before (due to that massive erasure of the memory contents), so I started it up again. I spent the last 4 hours playing that damn game. I hope it doesn't get in the way of completing other games.

My god.....I need to watch a movie. It's been a while since I watched. The last movie I watched was War of the Worlds. That was pretty damn long ago.