I've gotten really pissed off for the past couple of days. Maybe it is because I'm a dumbass or maybe it is because I'm leaving for school again which will impede my cash flow. I don't know, but I'm just pissed. I was pissed at my dad yesterday for almost getting into a crash with a RAV4. I was pissed on the day of my birthday because Daniel wanted me to remember how to do that stupid fucking awning (which of course was installed improperly by Benny, the guy who ran away....lol).
I was pissed today because we had to go to mass and I was not tired but sleepy. The mass came close to three hours long because our father was named pastor of the church. The homily was so goddamn boring because the bishop kept on saying the same thing over and over again. What I hate the most is that my time is being spent. I don't have a lot of time to do anything anymore. Look at today. I went to work, came back, took a one hour but disrupted nap, ate dinner, went to mass, and now I'm on the internet getting ready for bed. Don't tell me this is how life is where the only redemption is on the weekends. Now I know how Mama feels.
But I finally realized that I'm getting too selfish. I need to stop my bickering and enjoy life because I won't have one after I finish college.
I looked up my roommates and it seems like I'll be living with two freshman and a sophmore. Dammit. I could have gotten an apartment. I hope they are not fucked up in the head or else this year will be hell.