Tuesday, July 05, 2005

oh yeah!!

I finally got this damn exploit to work. Fuck, I made so many coasters. I wish my ps2 would read re-writable cds. The exploit doesn't work on my ps2 since its modded. It does work on my Jorge's ps2. At least I know now that it works.

I'm just bored at the moment. I moved my clock further away from my bed, so that when I turn off my alarms, I'll get up from my bed. I want to wake up around 7-8am. It's all conditioning so it will take a while. I need to do some exercises while I'm at it because I think that is why my back was hurting at college. I'm getting fat people. I was 209lbs. when I came here a month ago. Now I'm a whopping 223lbs. Yes, you can say "GODDAMN!!" Too much fast food and soda I guess.

Can you believe that when Daniel and I were about to leave the house, my dad ordered us to come back by 12am? Jeez, he treats us like we are 16 and we are almost 21!!! We never went out when we were in high school. How the hell are we supposed to see the world and experiment stuff? Online?

Look at Daniel. He stays up until 4 in the morning just browsing audiophile forums. If there was no internet in our house, then Daniel would definitely lose the weight, I would stop downloading ridiculous files, I would definitely start homework earlier, and our lives would be better.

See what kills me at college that I hate to admit is that I'm bored. Add to the fact that we have blazing internet at the dorm room and you've got a dangerous combination. So there goes my grades and social life. Thinking back on it now, I'm such a bum. I always said I was doing homework to my friend, but in reality, I wasn't doing jack shit.

I really want to change. I do. I already started by stopping engaging in illegal activities. Now its to do homework as early as possible. I want to be the guy I used to be. Where is straight A Christian? I have to find him by throwing away loads of garbage. I have to stop thinking about you know what. It's like its going to happen to me. The probability of me doing what-cannot-be-said is next to nil. I know it. I'm just set on a different path. A path that I have to find right now.

Of course, if you know me, you know that all I just said recently is bullshit. Like that is ever going to happen. Shit, can it?